Been thinking about my life and where it has taken me. Things have happened in my life that I never thought would happen. Both good and bad.
I've also been thinking about my dad and wondering what he would say to me today to encourage me. I miss him a lot.
I have a feeling in my gut that my life will be short. And I'm okay with that. I just want to see my first grandchild and see Josh off to college. After that the Lord can call me home. I'm pretty tired of struggling with life and all the challenges, so if I have to leave this earth early, it will be somewhat of a relief.
Don't get me wrong. I have been blessed in so many ways. I have three precious, beautiful children.They are the only way I have made it this far. I love them. Even if they aren't perfect. They are the spice in my life. They keep my life interesting. And fun. And scary. And sad. And wonderful.
And I love them.